i've passed through the gate of ishtar, or something like it.  i need to know how to get out.  i am not sure how this happened, so if anyone out there has any experience or knowledge of this, i would be grateful to hear about it.

 

the ordeal started last november when i joined a friend of mine at a full moon ceremony where a guided meditation took place that would connect you with your animal totem for the upcoming year.  i had never participated in such a thing before so i did not know what to expect, if anything at all.  my vision began with me in egypt quite a distance away from the pyramid complex at giza but i could still see them with a black snake scurrying at my feet.  i thought to myself i was clearly imaging things because the pyramids are so iconic and at that thought i immediately shot straight into the air and found myself hovering over a huge desert hurricane in what seemed like the southwest in america (i later found out the black snake/pyramid vision was my friend's who was laying next to me during the meditation).  i floated down through the hurricane and the dark winds were blowing sand in my hair and eyes.  i felt i would blow away if i did not find shelter because i certainly could not hold onto a cactus.  i saw a cave and ran to it.  it was very dark but the vision was so hectic i was just glad to be out of the violent winds.  as i shook the sand from hair i heard a very deep snortish sound coming from the depths of the cave.  i turned to face whatever it was and saw 2 huge red eyes glowing bright enough to illuminate in the blackness.  the creature had a head similar to a horse with big ears, a super long neck connected to a fat toad-like (but not really) body and fat furry paws.  the thing seemed surprised and almost annoyed to see me but also gave the impression that i was meant to be there.  at the end of the meditation, the shaman said we would come across our animals within 2 weeks. at this point i thought i had done something wrong because i was surely not going to come across this animal.  you can imagine my surprise when i read the code to the matrix 2 weeks later saw the passage, "the dragon hath horns of a stag, eyes of a demon, neck of a snake, belly of a clam, scales of a carp, ...ears of a cow, soles of a tiger, etc."

 

in the book it talks of vampiric entities who drain those that cross through the gate.  i am experiencing this in the extreme, and have been for over a year now.  it has all but ruined my life.  i've read plenty on how one gets to hell, but i have yet to see how one gets out.  any suggestions?

 

 

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Comment by alice in dallas on September 24, 2011 at 8:07am

heavy days indeed.  the heaviest.

 

thanks for you response

Comment by Interface on September 23, 2011 at 5:58pm

bro...heavy days. I guess its too late to say 'be careful'. You have free will and can choose to be released. Dont be tricked. Control your mind...its hard but not impossible! The human being in the physical sense, if it had to convert its mass into the etheric it would be MASSIVE. Like a solid turning to gas. 

 

But then again...I tend to avoid doing rituals like that, so maybe I am wrong. trust your gut coz u still have connection to source, no matter what is 'feeding' on your energy.

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