Thank you for the compliment Jana. I know where my problems come from. I self medicated for waaay too long. I found The Resistance only a couple months ago and since then have been working to clean out in the 'free' ways and diet. I still have major blocks in my current, and therefore currency. Kind of like trying to do surgery on one's self with a broken arm. One day I will have enough curren(t)cy to break the cycle I am in. My mind knows what I need to do but pain in the body and soul makes slow progress. Thanks again for your support. Wholeness to you.
I'm hanging in there. Palliative physical therapy for my neck/chest/spine will be scheduled sometime next week in an attempt to strengthen these areas. I begin liver/kidney juice cleanses tomorrow considering my liver/kidneys are beginning to weaken now. In the meantime I continue to take my supplements and hope for improvement.
Thank you for the suggestions. I'm a somewhat limited with Hospice and Medicaid, but I did visit a holistic doctor who was able to help me identify which supplements would be most beneficially in extending my life. Unfortunately I doubt the mapping is available to me without having to leave Hospice, for I was told they do not do any kind of testing. But I was able to have X-Rays and a Pet Scan done prior to joining Hospice, so at least we have some information about the cancer's location.....you might as well say in every bone.
Aye, it is a confusing journey. Sooner or later it will catch up with me and I want to be ready for the afterlife when it does occurs, although hopefully I have many good years ahead of me before it is a reality.. Right now I'm just concentrating on remission, despite all the doctor's believing it isn't an option for me, even with chemo.(and I am not a fan of chemo).
It sounds like you have some of your own health issues to handle as well. My prayers and healing energies are also with you.
Blessings & Healing,
Darlene / a.k.a. - Moon Masque Mystic / Mystic Fire
I'm currently in Hospice. Since they do not allow conventional survival tactics nor testing I have been trying to prolong my life through Holistic measures (supplements advised by a Holistic care physician.)
I'm clearly riding the fence right now, but I am working very hard to try to bring myself as close to remission as possible. If the supplements are going to work, I should see improvements soon.
I have already far surpassed my expiration date. The doctors say I am the only person they have witnessed alive who has this much cancer in their bones.
It's kinda hard answering how things are in my world, because in my world wicked people run the show and the majority of people on the planet are being programmed into a death culture. It's quite sad. For me personally, I'm doing good thanks. How are things in your world?
hei, i putted new songs… not sure you'll like it so much this time, its a bit more mixture of vibes but i think there are some good messages and mainly some great art. would love if you honestly tell me something about them ( : may the love and the force company you
Lovely wholeness Greetings sister Jana, it was fun reading your comments to my pics!! That beautiful scene of open nature and the waterfalls, I actually found on Google, though I've been there in my dreams. Inner experiences led me to search for such a climate, so now that I know they are in fact here, as beautiful as I've been imagining, personal pics are the next progression LOL
I'm never shy except when it comes to this...my creativity. :) I haven't written a poem in a while but I had long ago turned it into making hip-hop songs...you know, it was a great excuse for me to feel anger as an adolescent but now I am trying to turn it into something greater...here's where I am at, raw and still in progress, my first song back...I bought some equipment yesterday and commenced the building of a music studio in my spare bedroom. I hope you like it but I prefer brutal honesty! :)
the same people who shaped your belief of whats possible are the agencies acting hostile barricades and obstacles NSA’in the opticals ,cable wifi's and hospitals libraries and school systems, disney channel and hollywood
every main-frame, cache and server room indoctrination from your cradle to your lover’s womb. a vicious cycle getting stronger as it spins but our frequency is rising - as the light grows within (im like)
uhoh –uhoh , it’s over for the dark side uhoh-uhoh dividing from aparthide uhoh-uhoh it’s over for the dark side chains broke and star eyed, sitting lotus in far skies.
uhoh-uhoh they said it was the end of times, uhoh-uhoh but that’s just for the smart guys, uhoh-uhoh slick lies wrapped in 6 phi’s lets stop starting bar fights and pick up some far-eyes
don’t let 7 get 8 by 9 again, can I feel it tense, (ahh) That 10’s just a wish, (NAH)… turn that circle to helix, and heal it (quick-slow then silence beat, no lyrics this line……pick up on next set) (screeching back to normal, on beat)
resistance til I fly ‘cause I know death is the big lie the fear’ll gripped you tight until you realize that love is the real light
loving your neighbor like mothers and brothers, takes strength some guts, release fear of each-other what they said were our mistakes were just their cultivated thoughts 3 generations raised off television who can’t admit that we’re lost.
man, it’s so easy to be hard right? screaming for interdimensional help but you don’t see it a far cry we think a dead man isn’t? who lives was dead then risen jesus, Apollo, horus, and christna, different and same ones for every religion
(fast) how did ya think it would come, they made up the game and betrayed everyone viva, la, resistance.(slow and long pauses)
emancipating the ley lines, wings burnt and horned lies*change that*keep rhythm,
uhohuhoh rejoice in rebirth from a spine torn of warm lies. and im so sure he’s a poor guy so now I’d show a brother love I would tore’his spine off warm lies