I'd like to start off by saying that this is my first post here and I've made an attempt at trying to answer these questions myself, but I just can't seem to. Most of my "supernatural" experiences have occurred while sleeping or not long after waking so Im hoping someone here can point me in the right direction. It's been over a decade since I've had some of these questions.
A little history: My first sleep paralysis episode was when I was 18 years old, coincidentally as I was taking an elective course called :The History of Christianity. I awoke in my room to hear voices behind me saying they were some sort of angel....someone but I wasn't sure if they were talking to me. As I was turning my body around (very slowly) I just heard a deafening sound and saw a blinding light then I woke up. I wasn't afraid.
Since then I've had multiple episodes usually occurring in clusters (Im currently 27) and only once did I feel an evil and very very frightening presence right in front of me (of which i was able to get out of my body and run away before waking up). Before I would normally be alone, but in the last year I've been hearing voices and have had people come into my home. Just the other day I heard a group talking and saying they should come into my house and they never entered the room just spoke in the living room, but in that same episode and once last year I saw my fiancé (or who i thought was my fiancé) come into the room. I would speak to him to help me get up but the first time he was just a shadow who came up to my ear and then left the room, this last time I could barely see him and he said he wasnt able to help me up, and then disappeared.
Ive heard of people many time feeling a frightening presence but what about just people in general and your loved ones? When I saw my fiancé as a shadow figure I was in another apartment where I had strange visions occurring almost every other day. I found a hematite stone logged into the food of my bed on the side I sleep at. My fiancé and I could not explain how it got lodged in there. I also saw the shape of a man as I closed my eyes on my birthday. I felt elated then his outline showed up and I didn't know what to make of it. Once I also had a pillow over my head and as I was awaking I lifted the pillow a tiny bit and saw a baby, it was all red and glowing but the light emitted off of it was yellow. It startled me and then disappeared.
I also have VERY vivid dreams. Im not actually lucid in them (although I would like to be) but i remember them very clearly and never know how to interpret them. The last one was very impressive. I was at a friends house sitting by the TV. He had invited people over some were naked (including me) but most were too ashamed to show up without clothes. Anyway, we were waiting for a countdown similar to the ball dropping in NY on New Years. I could tell that this was a sort of yearly occurrence because the entire world was literally anticipating it. But this countdown was for something like the day of the dead (also my birthday is Nov 1 so i found that ironic) when all of a sudden the time had come and on TV you could see NY deserted, and this loud symphony of voices and moans coming from the sewer. The sounds made everything rumble. The camera man who was out starting going down underground and rocks and dust were .flying everywhere the voices just reverberating all over. The floor started to crack and split, then he turned around and there was an empty throne. All of a sudden a skeleton appeared on it and he covered the camera. Then suddenly, I was next to the camera man with who I assumed was the skeleton king. He looked at us and examined us but was in no way threatening. Then he somehow communicated that he wanted to keep a pair of cellphones to take back with him, we didn't object, and immediately afterward everything started rumbling again. It was the end of this event, and the wall behind the skeleton opened as spirits started rushing back. I knew we had to leave but before I ran I looked at the skeleton king and waved (I like to be very nice to everyone) and he cocked his head and waved back. Then i ran out and woke up after some news cameras came to ask questions.
Most people just find my stories very interesting but also strange and/or frightening. It seems like they don't have any similar experiences. There have been many strange occurrences like this and Im almost starting to give up on trying to figure it out. For now I'm just accepting it. It doesnt scare me it's actually a great conversation topic but my fiancé says he hopes he never has that experience. haha, I just tell him that you get used to it.
Anyway I know this was a long message but I'm very excited about the possibility of beginning to innerstand and use these experiences as a way to find answers and make positive changes. Thank you to everyone who can help.
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Hey guys. So I just pulled myself out of the bed after 6 hours of "not sleeping. Why not sleeping. because every-time I would cross over and lose consciousness I would not and retain it in my other body while being pulled up with a feeling of something pulling energy in or out of the back of my head and feeling something like energetic stiffness attacks(you know when you have spots in you body with lots of stagnant energy and when you press them you feel bareble but annoying pain) in my ribs/back/hips etc. which felt like an attempt to restrain me. I was also 95% paralyzed, that is, I could move, but had to apply superhuman strength to do that, also when I spoke mainly air came out, you got the point...So I was feeling this energetic sensation in the back of my head so I started reaching my right hand there(which felt like a 50 pound weight was attached to my arm) finally when I reached that area I got a clear sensation of holding soft probably 5 weak fingers, basically a hand of a little kid(or grey alien?:->) when I did that I "came back"(woke up) I was still very tired so I fall asleep again, but again the same things, had a continuous conscious experience of "coming in"(non-physical) struggling to brake the "spell" "coming back" 4 times in a raw(One time I false awoken in my room, stood up and said 3 times "whatever is in that room I banish you right now" after that I woke up for real). Then I woke up and started thinking about it(I had obe's before but It was a one-time deal, after I woke up for real I would not come back in there plus I had control during them. This time I had almost none, just enough power to "brake the spell" and "come back"). So as I was retrospecting all that happened in those 3 hours of not having a sound sleep to say the least I decided to come in there again(somehow I knew this will happen again which as I mentioned, out of more then 300 experiences so far was the most...real? felt really real, cause I was awake, not false awakening, but actual awakening and going back in and "knowing" I would...anyway.
~I stood up and wrote down the above 3-4 OBE/SP/whatever that was. Then I returned to bed.
I decided I would let go and surrender to whatever was happening whether it was malefic, benevolent or just in my mind. And after 30 minutes of relaxing I started to fall asleep and boom I was in again, but this time as if "they" knew I would not fight. They put on some really brotherly music which I really kind of enjoyed and I was hearing this music all the way up as I was swirling fast up and pricked and pierced by energy(this time almost no energy stiffness attacks, which is another sign that it was an entity visit...I think) BOOM -- I'm suddenly in the parking lot It is morning and I see my car, I look up and I see Myself--The brotherly music still playing(planned scenario? just don't bug us while we energy rape you and enjoy this fake reunion with yourself or what?) anyway I thought I would just get something out of it...We talked a bit and I touched his/my shoulders(wanted to feel how hard they were...they were not:( ...) also a thought crossed my mind--"why didn't I get to drive?"...
The I "came back" But I still felt tired...So I went in again after some 20 minutes.
This time different music, same thing, swirling pierced by energy then BOOM I'm outside my work building in the parking lot and there is my car, oh so now they let me drive? after I thought about it the last time...I again wanted to gain something of it so I got in and raced like a maniac for a while.
The last Time, different music, swirling etc. scenario of me looking at a mirror in the living room, I tried to morph my face into a girl's face(just cause ok...) and I succeeded somewhat then I flew in the living room, but when I got out the boundaries of the living room, I was back swirling up and pierced by energy but this time it was clearly coming up my butt! right in the hole guys. Don't laugh, but when I squeezed my anus it stopped so this time I was feeling kind of betrayed...I let them get away with everything, but there are just lines you cannot cross. If you feel me..So I held my anus tight until I was back.
I was still tired, but decided to get up and write it down.
I tried to search Astral Projection small hands pulling energy out of my head, and some shorter variations of that on google, but to no avail.
So what do you think?
Was it Sleep Paralasys Hallucination?
Was it alien testing?
Failed astral attempt?
~I should mention that on the 19.08.15(last week) I was stuck in a Lucid Loop of probably 10 false awakening and I FIRST felt that little hand at the back of my head then...I thought it was hallucination cause I was false awakening. But this time I was waking up for real and coming back in 8-10 times and 2 times I actually stood up and wrote these things down. So I know it was happening for real, but what was it exactly?
And the way the experience became somewhat pleasant with music and lucid scenarios after I mentally affirmed I will surrender to this next time is also a big give away.
What do you think? I like to hear different opinions from you guys...
And if you have had something similar happen to you you are welcome to share it too, I encourage you to.
Yesterday this happened again, Loud frequency getting louder as I'm falling asleep. But this time this thing was sucking energy of my spine and back, I was still partially paralyzed, but to a lesser degree(like 75%unlike before-95%). I again reached behind by back and this time I grabbed it's wrist and it was small and soft child/grey alien(?) hand. It happnd 2 times, the third time I overcame a really strong desire to go back to sleep and came out of it. It seems like I'm gaining more control in these Sleep Paralysis scenarios, but It sure don't feel to me like hallucinations. Another factor that contradicts the sleep paralysis notion is that I'm not 100% paralyzed, in fact I gain more control over time as I dive into these. Plus I'm not scared or anything like that so I'm not making up "scary scenarios" in my head...before these I had sleep paralysis where I'm 100% paralyzed and I didn't see or hear anything spooky...and after that I was experiencing many OBE/lucid type of things. But this s*** is just annoying...I also felt tired the whole day after that...I'm pretty sure these entities are real and they come to take my life force...not being paranoid or fear mongering or anything like that I just want to hear if someone have had something like that happen to him and what he/she did in this situation...I can easily brake their influence and come back(wake up) but I feel like I'm missing on an experience or a chance to grow and become stronger in the astral plane or the planes between it and earth. But when I give in to their influence they just suck my energy... maybe I should try to stop them in the state without braking it or giving in...but It's hard when I'm 75% paralyzed...but maybe I will have more control over time...
What do you guys/girls think? )