I See Alive People (nightmare) - THE OFFICIAL RESISTANCE2024-03-28T22:08:01Zhttps://resistance2010.com/forum/topics/i-see-alive-people-nightmare?commentId=3228704%3AComment%3A483321&x=1&feed=yes&xn_auth=noAs related to ingested substa…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-22:3228704:Comment:4833212014-05-22T05:38:14.785Zjanahttps://resistance2010.com/profile/JanaMortensen
<p>As related to ingested substances, system seems offline partially because you have convinced it that it does not need to produce some of the natural chemical, electrical etc. components that enable one to feel balanced or in a good mood as you mentioned. Many synthetic substances can move in and hijack a body's ability to do this on it's own. Chronic stress can exacerbate this as overloaded adrenal fluid is used up in flight or flight causing adrenal fatigue. A traumatic incident and…</p>
<p>As related to ingested substances, system seems offline partially because you have convinced it that it does not need to produce some of the natural chemical, electrical etc. components that enable one to feel balanced or in a good mood as you mentioned. Many synthetic substances can move in and hijack a body's ability to do this on it's own. Chronic stress can exacerbate this as overloaded adrenal fluid is used up in flight or flight causing adrenal fatigue. A traumatic incident and subsequent pain meds etc. can for sure knock a body out of whack as you know.</p>
<p>K. So now what. Begin with the belief that you can regain your natural ability to experience balanced moods. There may of course be a transitional phase as one shifts and regains this, especially when external substances have been used that at this point you ingest to enhance mood. The physical body is amazing in that it follows your cues. Why produce substance that you are supplementing synthetically? Like why mow the lawn if someone else is already mowing it? :) My observations and experience show that often one can regain the natural ability and that in many cases one can naturally reproduce the pleasant feeling associated with external substances including many drugs.</p>
<p>Wow po lice called to get you off the roof? Too bad you did not have a real chance to test those wires :)</p> "I know I am making excuses b…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-20:3228704:Comment:4831282014-05-20T03:38:51.388ZAndrea-Ryan Profacihttps://resistance2010.com/profile/AndreaRyanProfaci
<p>"I know I am making excuses but at the same time I do feel the conclusion(s) are practical and sound."<br/><br/>lol<br/><br/></p>
<p>"I know I am making excuses but at the same time I do feel the conclusion(s) are practical and sound."<br/><br/>lol<br/><br/></p> I was in a bad car accident w…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-19:3228704:Comment:4831132014-05-19T22:37:01.908ZAndrea-Ryan Profacihttps://resistance2010.com/profile/AndreaRyanProfaci
<p>I was in a bad car accident when I was 18, as a passenger in a eclipse going 100+ and t-boned a tree at 70mph on my side of the car...driver was killed instantly, the energy went through my hip, herniated some discs but it should've killed me easy.<br/>I know I have big things to do here and I've got this big wall staring me down and I can't get over it.</p>
<p>I was in a bad car accident when I was 18, as a passenger in a eclipse going 100+ and t-boned a tree at 70mph on my side of the car...driver was killed instantly, the energy went through my hip, herniated some discs but it should've killed me easy.<br/>I know I have big things to do here and I've got this big wall staring me down and I can't get over it.</p> Hey, I have avoided it for ye…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-19:3228704:Comment:4831112014-05-19T22:35:03.160ZAndrea-Ryan Profacihttps://resistance2010.com/profile/AndreaRyanProfaci
<p>Hey, I have avoided it for years taking buprenerphine(sp?) and have of course become addicted to that. Some times I wonder how I ever got this far.<br></br>I believe I am strong enough to handle the withdrawal without a doubt and twice on Sundays however it is finding the time to come down that proves challenging. I work in a fast-paced environment, engaging clients face to face all day long.(sales)<br></br>I have looked into ibogaine as recommended by a Resistance member but it's going to cost me…</p>
<p>Hey, I have avoided it for years taking buprenerphine(sp?) and have of course become addicted to that. Some times I wonder how I ever got this far.<br/>I believe I am strong enough to handle the withdrawal without a doubt and twice on Sundays however it is finding the time to come down that proves challenging. I work in a fast-paced environment, engaging clients face to face all day long.(sales)<br/>I have looked into ibogaine as recommended by a Resistance member but it's going to cost me more than I can dish out at one time and they won't take payments up front....can't save because bills eat up the left-overs.<br/><br/>I know I am making excuses but at the same time I do feel the conclusion(s) are practical and sound. <br/><br/>My problem is that I enjoy taking the medication...I take it when I work because I think it makes me feel better or even perform better due to being in a better mood. I take it when I do stuff to make it more enjoyable....even though I know damn well it's just a false belief and that I'd enjoy anything just as much if I could forget about it.</p>
<p><br/>When I was a kid I used to stand in front of objects for minutes, trying to move them with my mind or my hand, without contact....I even had police called to get me off my roof when I was 5 because I swore taping a few wires to my chest would help me fly. I always wanted to be and do more than I knew was possible....now I know I can find answers but when I meditate I don't get anywhere, it's like I'm shut down and the system is offline.</p> You said avoid withdrawal. Do…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-13:3228704:Comment:4817972014-05-13T05:38:18.012Zjanahttps://resistance2010.com/profile/JanaMortensen
<p>You said avoid withdrawal. Do you believe you are strong enough to handle the withdrawal? Is it pain that worries you? Do you have the ability to take some time away from others while/when you do it? Do you have access to a treatment facility that specializes in withdrawal? Question inundation :)</p>
<p>You said avoid withdrawal. Do you believe you are strong enough to handle the withdrawal? Is it pain that worries you? Do you have the ability to take some time away from others while/when you do it? Do you have access to a treatment facility that specializes in withdrawal? Question inundation :)</p> Thanks Jana, my intuition has…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-12:3228704:Comment:4816162014-05-12T21:39:43.376ZAndrea-Ryan Profacihttps://resistance2010.com/profile/AndreaRyanProfaci
<p>Thanks Jana, my intuition has always been peculiarly acute...accurate...instant.<br/>It would be great to know what it would be like without being buried under the weight of the opiate medication I am taking to avoid withdrawal. There's probably lots of potential locked away until I can clear out the energy.<br/>I wonder if I'll ever really figure it out.<br/><br/>Trish, there are amazing beings here for you...use them!<br/><br/>wholeness,</p>
<p>Thanks Jana, my intuition has always been peculiarly acute...accurate...instant.<br/>It would be great to know what it would be like without being buried under the weight of the opiate medication I am taking to avoid withdrawal. There's probably lots of potential locked away until I can clear out the energy.<br/>I wonder if I'll ever really figure it out.<br/><br/>Trish, there are amazing beings here for you...use them!<br/><br/>wholeness,</p> The W's are just the what, wh…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-12:3228704:Comment:4817002014-05-12T19:59:54.551Zjanahttps://resistance2010.com/profile/JanaMortensen
<p>The W's are just the what, why, when, where, etc. of the situation. Delving into where, for example, you may consider the location of your home and what may have been there prior. Interesting experiences you must have been highly intuitive to begin with.</p>
<p>The W's are just the what, why, when, where, etc. of the situation. Delving into where, for example, you may consider the location of your home and what may have been there prior. Interesting experiences you must have been highly intuitive to begin with.</p> Sleeping, huh...well it reall…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-12:3228704:Comment:4815532014-05-12T19:43:31.139ZTrishhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/Trish
<p>Sleeping, huh...well it really makes me wonder since there were varies moments behold worlds so I thought no one else can hear or see whatever its going on when I close my eyes and even though sometimes I've seen figures and colors and thereto times voices or touches but I know I am not alone...it feels so good to be here with the Resistance.</p>
<p>Sleeping, huh...well it really makes me wonder since there were varies moments behold worlds so I thought no one else can hear or see whatever its going on when I close my eyes and even though sometimes I've seen figures and colors and thereto times voices or touches but I know I am not alone...it feels so good to be here with the Resistance.</p> I never had physical contact…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-12:3228704:Comment:4816022014-05-12T13:07:49.037ZAndrea-Ryan Profacihttps://resistance2010.com/profile/AndreaRyanProfaci
<p>I never had physical contact with any of them. One time a procession of what looked like nuns, came through my mother's front door, passed me on the couch and kept walking through the dining room and out the back door....the line stopped at one point and one of the female's bent down to stare at me in my eyes through the hole in my knitted blanket...Then she stood up and the line kept moving. This was the scariest or most memorable of all experiences as my "brother" sat at the kitchen table…</p>
<p>I never had physical contact with any of them. One time a procession of what looked like nuns, came through my mother's front door, passed me on the couch and kept walking through the dining room and out the back door....the line stopped at one point and one of the female's bent down to stare at me in my eyes through the hole in my knitted blanket...Then she stood up and the line kept moving. This was the scariest or most memorable of all experiences as my "brother" sat at the kitchen table staring at me for 2 hours before this happened.<br/><br/>The first time it ever happened there was 2 long lines of complete strangers coming from the wall to each corner of my bed. They walked from the foot to the head of my bed and that's all I remember, I was 6 or 7, tops.<br/><br/>I can't recall any of the other experiences just now, at least not that I haven't mentioned already here.<br/><br/>I am grateful for your help as well Jana! I don't know what you mean by "the W's" though, could you expand on that please?<br/><br/>I wish I would've had the fortitude to stand up and see what they wanted.</p> You mention a 'heavy and dark…tag:resistance2010.com,2014-05-11:3228704:Comment:4813702014-05-11T23:44:33.297Zjanahttps://resistance2010.com/profile/JanaMortensen
<p>You mention a 'heavy and dark' feeling when you woke up to one of these apparitions. Did they ever do anything other than stare at you silently? Not that this alone is not creepy but may give more insight into the W's of the matter. I feel at this point for the most part we are not given much knowledge as children (or adults) regarding the possibility of other energies/beings/etc existing within the same 'space' we are in. This lack of education can contribute to an automatic fear response…</p>
<p>You mention a 'heavy and dark' feeling when you woke up to one of these apparitions. Did they ever do anything other than stare at you silently? Not that this alone is not creepy but may give more insight into the W's of the matter. I feel at this point for the most part we are not given much knowledge as children (or adults) regarding the possibility of other energies/beings/etc existing within the same 'space' we are in. This lack of education can contribute to an automatic fear response as something unknown is perceived. How the parental figures respond is also a factor. When my daughter mentioned beings that would simply watch her as well as the experience of a harmless but noisy 'ghost' thumping through our 100 year old house, my first inclination was to determine whether the beings were disruptive enough to be a concern, such as losing sleep as you mentioned. When it was determined that this was the case, I completed a couple of 'smudge' ceremonies throughout the house as that was the resource I was led to at the time. In addition to the raising of household vibration this did the trick. I used a simple template found online but obviously one can incorporate their own words and intention. It worked so well I still smudge on occasion as do many acquaintances. It boiled down basically to stating to the beings that they were causing sleep issues and need to move on. Sounds so simple :) Staying neutral also seemed to help.</p>
<p>As Ramob mentioned the experiences are personal to you therefor the power lies within as far as discovering the W's and subsequently how to balance it out. Although many believe some entities can be malicious or up to no good, a different slant may be to switch from fear to inquiry. I notice when one appeals to higher self sooner or later answers will come whether the experience was yesterday or 30 years ago. Energies may also be restricted to a certain area such as a home, hospital site, etc. A funny story. I was in a psychiatrists office one day with a work client who was experiencing auditory and visual hallucinations. Doc was droning on about increasing medications, etc to deal with the issue and I was dozing a bit I admit. Next thing I know someone sat next to me plain as day I could feel their arm. I open my eyes to see who was in my bubble and there was nobody there. Happened a couple of times until I finally went into meditation to inquire about it. Turned out to be a relative wanting to pass on info. which has been very helpful. I could have just as easily gone into a fear response. And obviously children are not to blame when they experience something that is not within their capacity to innerstand at the time or that is not taken seriously or cared about by those in the parental roles. Especially with large fear output compliments of some media. We are powerful enough to project inner shadows out if we do not have the wisdom to transmute them prior or if on another level we are bringing the experience to ourselves and do not recognize it as such.</p>