Entity influence or SP Hallucination? - THE OFFICIAL RESISTANCE2024-03-29T07:41:57Zhttps://resistance2010.com/forum/topics/entity-influence-or-sp-hallucination?groupUrl=lucid-dreamers&commentId=3228704%3AComment%3A578806&groupId=3228704%3AGroup%3A300134&feed=yes&xn_auth=noHi,
I have had many experienc…tag:resistance2010.com,2018-11-19:3228704:Comment:5788062018-11-19T23:23:31.464ZSuze Wilderstienhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SuzeWilderstien
<p>Hi,</p>
<p>I have had many experiences like this. I have spent most of my life working out what it is all about. It started happening to me after a ufo sighting above our house. I was only 3 and my brother was 5. It was enormous and we lived near an air base at Waddington Lincolnshire Uk. It would definitely have shown up on the air base radar. I am not a fan of ufo sightings at all and this is the first time I have mentioned it to anyone. It appeared from nowhere making the noise like a…</p>
<p>Hi,</p>
<p>I have had many experiences like this. I have spent most of my life working out what it is all about. It started happening to me after a ufo sighting above our house. I was only 3 and my brother was 5. It was enormous and we lived near an air base at Waddington Lincolnshire Uk. It would definitely have shown up on the air base radar. I am not a fan of ufo sightings at all and this is the first time I have mentioned it to anyone. It appeared from nowhere making the noise like a train passing through open countryside at night. My brother yelled at me to fetch Mum and Dad. I was scared and ran inside yelling for them to come. I ran back to my brother and the thing shot straight up into the sky. One second as big as the house, the next the size of a pin head. We couldn't believe our eyes.After that, everything changed. Life was never the same again. I would like to write a book about it, but do not wish to be thought of as an idiot.The back of the neck thing was fairly common. On one occasion though - the night Mum said she heard me screaming her name in the night, woke up, thought , oh that's Suze, and went straight back to sleep. As she said herself,' I'd never have done that!' I thought I was going to die that night. I have never in my life experienced so much pain. I was in agony. I won't go into all that here, but the next morning, I was left in some kind of paralysed state. This might sound weird, but it is the absolute truth. I could not move. I wasn't breathing. My eyes were closed but I could see the room. A voice told me to lie very still and relax. To keep attempting to wiggle my fingers and toes, but for a long while I could not. I felt like my whole body was breathing but without actually using my lungs. It was a very odd feeling. I remember being so bloody grateful to still be alive and out of that agonising pain. I also thought,' I have seen eternity.' I still do not know why I thought that. Eventually I could move my fingertips and toes and very gradually I managed to move my body and breathing gradually returned. I was extremely traumatised for years after that. I dare not ever be alone anywhere. It screwed up my life very badly indeed. When My Mum got up, I shouted her, but my voice was faint from screaming. It hurt to speak. I couldn't move my head, my neck was agony. She helped me to sit up and on the back of my neck was a red circle about the size of a jam pot lid. It took 3 days to fade and weeks before my neck was back to normal. A lot happened that night I will not go into here. How the hell can you fight these things off when you are paralysed ? What the hell are they ? They have bothered me all my life. When my daughter was 2. ( I was told I was pregnant in a dream when I was 4 months pregnant, my mum had the dream too. I knew it was a girl, she would be blonde and her name was Bryonie. She could talk in sentences at 9 months old, was well into Latin at 2, using words like amalgamate, in the correct context. One night I was reading to her. She looks over to the rocking chair and freezes. Hides her face 3 times, then smiles at whatever was in the chair and now it was beside the bed becUse she showed it her owl, and was smiling and laughing with it. When I asked her who it was, she looked blank. What was it? I asked instead. ' it was a cross between an Iguana and Wicca - Wicca was our dog. What on earth was it ? I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that these things, whatever they are, can extract our astral body or even the double, from us. What they then do with us, I have no idea. It has happened to me hundreds of times. I've tried 3 times to go under hypnosis, to recall these instances but the fear is too great. My body just goes into shock, like it does if I have any kind of anaesthetic and I can't stop it from shaking uncontrollably. Do you know anyone else who has had these experiences ? How's it going with you now ? Kindest regards Suze</p>