THE OFFICIAL RESISTANCE2024-03-29T06:09:12ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHDhttps://storage.ning.com/topology/rest/1.0/file/get/2530588625?profile=RESIZE_48X48&width=48&height=48&crop=1%3A1https://resistance2010.com/forum/topic/listForContributor?groupUrl=lucid-dreamers&user=304l3c2hjxk6h&feed=yes&xn_auth=noA Blue Desert Bloomtag:resistance2010.com,2016-01-12:3228704:Topic:5478762016-01-12T22:02:07.517ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p><span>G'day, EveryOne. I posted in the "Ask" section on secretenergy.com about a portion of my dream journey last night, was directed to a fascinating dictionary of symbols, and more strongly, referred here to ask the same. Following this post, should anyone need me to make anything clearer from the dream, I'd be more than willing to provide. This feels to be an awesome group, this is my first post, and thank you All in advance:</span><br></br><br></br><span>G’day, All.</span><br></br><br></br><span>Does…</span></p>
<p><span>G'day, EveryOne. I posted in the "Ask" section on secretenergy.com about a portion of my dream journey last night, was directed to a fascinating dictionary of symbols, and more strongly, referred here to ask the same. Following this post, should anyone need me to make anything clearer from the dream, I'd be more than willing to provide. This feels to be an awesome group, this is my first post, and thank you All in advance:</span><br/><br/><span>G’day, All.</span><br/><br/><span>Does anyone have any previous clarity on dreams of flowers blooming in the desert?</span><br/><br/><span>In the dream, I was with a teacher, he showed me lands others have grown, ended in a desert, distinguished those that could seed fields there, and then, instantly, a glowing blue/turquoise flower with pink leaves bloomed in completion. It was mine. I felt it. He commended, smiled, and I woke here. Thanks for any sharing! Have a great day, EveryOne!</span><br/><br/><br/><span>-Derrick-</span></p> Entity influence or SP Hallucination?tag:resistance2010.com,2015-08-27:3228704:Topic:5419942015-08-27T01:51:38.192ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p>Hey guys. So I just pulled myself out of the bed after 6 hours of "not sleeping. Why not sleeping. because every-time I would cross over and lose consciousness I would not and retain it in my other body while being pulled up with a feeling of something pulling energy in or out of the back of my head and feeling something like energetic stiffness attacks(you know when you have spots in you body with lots of stagnant energy and when you press them you feel bareble but annoying pain) in my…</p>
<p>Hey guys. So I just pulled myself out of the bed after 6 hours of "not sleeping. Why not sleeping. because every-time I would cross over and lose consciousness I would not and retain it in my other body while being pulled up with a feeling of something pulling energy in or out of the back of my head and feeling something like energetic stiffness attacks(you know when you have spots in you body with lots of stagnant energy and when you press them you feel bareble but annoying pain) in my ribs/back/hips etc. which felt like an attempt to restrain me. I was also 95% paralyzed, that is, I could move, but had to apply superhuman strength to do that, also when I spoke mainly air came out, you got the point...So I was feeling this energetic sensation in the back of my head so I started reaching my right hand there(which felt like a 50 pound weight was attached to my arm) finally when I reached that area I got a clear sensation of holding soft probably 5 weak fingers, basically a hand of a little kid(or grey alien?:->) when I did that I "came back"(woke up) I was still very tired so I fall asleep again, but again the same things, had a continuous conscious experience of "coming in"(non-physical) struggling to brake the "spell" "coming back" 4 times in a raw(One time I false awoken in my room, stood up and said 3 times "whatever is in that room I banish you right now" after that I woke up for real). Then I woke up and started thinking about it(I had obe's before but It was a one-time deal, after I woke up for real I would not come back in there plus I had control during them. This time I had almost none, just enough power to "brake the spell" and "come back"). So as I was retrospecting all that happened in those 3 hours of not having a sound sleep to say the least I decided to come in there again(somehow I knew this will happen again which as I mentioned, out of more then 300 experiences so far was the most...real? felt really real, cause I was awake, not false awakening, but actual awakening and going back in and "knowing" I would...anyway.</p>
<p>~I stood up and wrote down the above 3-4 OBE/SP/whatever that was. Then I returned to bed.</p>
<p>I decided I would let go and surrender to whatever was happening whether it was malefic, benevolent or just in my mind. And after 30 minutes of relaxing I started to fall asleep and boom I was in again, but this time as if "they" knew I would not fight. They put on some really brotherly music which I really kind of enjoyed and I was hearing this music all the way up as I was swirling fast up and pricked and pierced by energy(this time almost no energy stiffness attacks, which is another sign that it was an entity visit...I think) BOOM -- I'm suddenly in the parking lot It is morning and I see my car, I look up and I see Myself--The brotherly music still playing(planned scenario? just don't bug us while we energy rape you and enjoy this fake reunion with yourself or what?) anyway I thought I would just get something out of it...We talked a bit and I touched his/my shoulders(wanted to feel how hard they were...they were not:( ...) also a thought crossed my mind--"why didn't I get to drive?"...</p>
<p>The I "came back" But I still felt tired...So I went in again after some 20 minutes.</p>
<p>This time different music, same thing, swirling pierced by energy then BOOM I'm outside my work building in the parking lot and there is my car, oh so now they let me drive? after I thought about it the last time...I again wanted to gain something of it so I got in and raced like a maniac for a while.</p>
<p>The last Time, different music, swirling etc. scenario of me looking at a mirror in the living room, I tried to morph my face into a girl's face(just cause ok...) and I succeeded somewhat then I flew in the living room, but when I got out the boundaries of the living room, I was back swirling up and pierced by energy but this time it was clearly coming up my butt! right in the hole guys. Don't laugh, but when I squeezed my anus it stopped so this time I was feeling kind of betrayed...I let them get away with everything, but there are just lines you cannot cross. If you feel me..So I held my anus tight until I was back. </p>
<p>I was still tired, but decided to get up and write it down.</p>
<p>I tried to search Astral Projection small hands pulling energy out of my head, and some shorter variations of that on google, but to no avail.</p>
<p>So what do you think?</p>
<p>Was it Sleep Paralasys Hallucination?</p>
<p>Was it alien testing? </p>
<p>Archon manipulation?</p>
<p>Failed astral attempt?</p>
<p>~I should mention that on the 19.08.15(last week) I was stuck in a Lucid Loop of probably 10 false awakening and I FIRST felt that little hand at the back of my head then...I thought it was hallucination cause I was false awakening. But this time I was waking up for real and coming back in 8-10 times and 2 times I actually stood up and wrote these things down. So I know it was happening for real, but what was it exactly?</p>
<p>And the way the experience became somewhat pleasant with music and lucid scenarios after I mentally affirmed I will surrender to this next time is also a big give away.</p>
<p>What do you think? I like to hear different opinions from you guys...</p>
<p>And if you have had something similar happen to you you are welcome to share it too, I encourage you to.</p>
<p>Thanks..</p> Theme of Repairtag:resistance2010.com,2015-02-14:3228704:Topic:5218842015-02-14T19:58:42.663ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p>so i have yet to really lucid dream, but the dreams i do have are quite vivid and seem to try to convey certain things through symbolism but i can only recall bit's and pieces. i'd like other points of view to give there input of what they get from what i will tell in as much detail as possible.</p>
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<p>So before i went to bed i had to stay at my mom's clinic with this tech guy who happened to be asian.</p>
<p>So in my dream the most i can remember is that there was a group of teen's…</p>
<p>so i have yet to really lucid dream, but the dreams i do have are quite vivid and seem to try to convey certain things through symbolism but i can only recall bit's and pieces. i'd like other points of view to give there input of what they get from what i will tell in as much detail as possible.</p>
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<p>So before i went to bed i had to stay at my mom's clinic with this tech guy who happened to be asian.</p>
<p>So in my dream the most i can remember is that there was a group of teen's all dudes who were like new initiates to some group getting like a sort of introduction. i stand by one of the initiates and turn my head to then notice my car in place of the speaker and the asian guy from my mom's clinic is working on it. next thing i can recall is that im in my room and the asian tech picks up my katana and starts to sharpen it back to prestine condition. thats the most i can remember but it was very interesting. i feel like this is my subconcious trying to talk through symbolism but its hard only being able to remember a small amount.</p>
<p>Thanks for your time in checking this out Wholeness!</p> Astral Plane assistance requiredtag:resistance2010.com,2015-01-07:3228704:Topic:5145982015-01-07T21:37:19.700ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p>I am all that is and everything is a part of myself.</p>
<p>I will start by sharing my own experience on both planes phyzical and astral.</p>
<p>My feminine phyzical energy (my girlfriend) is being constantly attacked on the phyzical plane,and as new on the astral plane also.On the phyzical plane the attacks are manifested more as being taken by force without her will.As you all know only a foul is going to fix something on the phyzical plane so i have gone into the astral plane fully…</p>
<p>I am all that is and everything is a part of myself.</p>
<p>I will start by sharing my own experience on both planes phyzical and astral.</p>
<p>My feminine phyzical energy (my girlfriend) is being constantly attacked on the phyzical plane,and as new on the astral plane also.On the phyzical plane the attacks are manifested more as being taken by force without her will.As you all know only a foul is going to fix something on the phyzical plane so i have gone into the astral plane fully prepared,or so i touth.So i went in fearless,and found myself with my girlfriend in a very big luxurious room,after i have feelt her presence i ve looked at the door,and to my surprise two biped persons or entities a male and a female have comed in.Their faces looked non humanoid,more as reptilian,that s why my first reaction was to get infront of my girlfriend.As soon as i ve done that they freezed us like in slow motion.The next thing i ve seen was my girlfriend thru the window glass,as she somehow being pushed over the edge of the building.My reaction was to run down and see if she s ok,to just notice that i was into a green field,something like the country side.And then i understood that they have modified the dream plane.As i runned, i ve found my girlfriend downstairs in a bed minor injured but allright. Does anyone know how to astral protect someone you love ? Wholeness</p> finding my waytag:resistance2010.com,2014-11-21:3228704:Topic:5052122014-11-21T13:45:36.953ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
hi I am new here and very excited to be here.<br />
I have out of body experience and dream of things, events time and places that eventually occur the thing is I have no control over them.<br />
In the dream world how come I can't see a reflection of myself in the mirror?
hi I am new here and very excited to be here.<br />
I have out of body experience and dream of things, events time and places that eventually occur the thing is I have no control over them.<br />
In the dream world how come I can't see a reflection of myself in the mirror? A Questiontag:resistance2010.com,2014-10-23:3228704:Topic:5018962014-10-23T16:17:19.883ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p>If someone begins a lucid dream and finds their own body sleeping, does it become an out of body experience?</p>
<p>If someone begins a lucid dream and finds their own body sleeping, does it become an out of body experience?</p> Difficulty Dreamingtag:resistance2010.com,2014-10-23:3228704:Topic:5017132014-10-23T16:12:24.259ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p><span>As soon as I become lucid, any light in the dream starts fading and doesn't stop until I'm awake and looking at the black on the back of my eyelids. Has anyone else experienced this? I'd appreciate any insight, thoughts, tips or suggestions.</span></p>
<p><span>As soon as I become lucid, any light in the dream starts fading and doesn't stop until I'm awake and looking at the black on the back of my eyelids. Has anyone else experienced this? I'd appreciate any insight, thoughts, tips or suggestions.</span></p> Strange Dreams, Visions, Sleep Paralysis... How to do more than just observe?tag:resistance2010.com,2014-09-05:3228704:Topic:4963202014-09-05T22:56:37.620ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p>Hello everyone, </p>
<p>I'd like to start off by saying that this is my first post here and I've made an attempt at trying to answer these questions myself, but I just can't seem to. Most of my "supernatural" experiences have occurred while sleeping or not long after waking so Im hoping someone here can point me in the right direction. It's been over a decade since I've had some of these questions.</p>
<p>A little history: My first sleep paralysis episode was when I was 18 years old,…</p>
<p>Hello everyone, </p>
<p>I'd like to start off by saying that this is my first post here and I've made an attempt at trying to answer these questions myself, but I just can't seem to. Most of my "supernatural" experiences have occurred while sleeping or not long after waking so Im hoping someone here can point me in the right direction. It's been over a decade since I've had some of these questions.</p>
<p>A little history: My first sleep paralysis episode was when I was 18 years old, coincidentally as I was taking an elective course called :The History of Christianity. I awoke in my room to hear voices behind me saying they were some sort of angel....someone but I wasn't sure if they were talking to me. As I was turning my body around (very slowly) I just heard a deafening sound and saw a blinding light then I woke up. I wasn't afraid.</p>
<p>Since then I've had multiple episodes usually occurring in clusters (Im currently 27) and only once did I feel an evil and very very frightening presence right in front of me (of which i was able to get out of my body and run away before waking up). Before I would normally be alone, but in the last year I've been hearing voices and have had people come into my home. Just the other day I heard a group talking and saying they should come into my house and they never entered the room just spoke in the living room, but in that same episode and once last year I saw my fiancé (or who i thought was my fiancé) come into the room. I would speak to him to help me get up but the first time he was just a shadow who came up to my ear and then left the room, this last time I could barely see him and he said he wasnt able to help me up, and then disappeared. </p>
<p>Ive heard of people many time feeling a frightening presence but what about just people in general and your loved ones? When I saw my fiancé as a shadow figure I was in another apartment where I had strange visions occurring almost every other day. I found a hematite stone logged into the food of my bed on the side I sleep at. My fiancé and I could not explain how it got lodged in there. I also saw the shape of a man as I closed my eyes on my birthday. I felt elated then his outline showed up and I didn't know what to make of it. Once I also had a pillow over my head and as I was awaking I lifted the pillow a tiny bit and saw a baby, it was all red and glowing but the light emitted off of it was yellow. It startled me and then disappeared.</p>
<p>I also have VERY vivid dreams. Im not actually lucid in them (although I would like to be) but i remember them very clearly and never know how to interpret them. The last one was very impressive. I was at a friends house sitting by the TV. He had invited people over some were naked (including me) but most were too ashamed to show up without clothes. Anyway, we were waiting for a countdown similar to the ball dropping in NY on New Years. I could tell that this was a sort of yearly occurrence because the entire world was literally anticipating it. But this countdown was for something like the day of the dead (also my birthday is Nov 1 so i found that ironic) when all of a sudden the time had come and on TV you could see NY deserted, and this loud symphony of voices and moans coming from the sewer. The sounds made everything rumble. The camera man who was out starting going down underground and rocks and dust were .flying everywhere the voices just reverberating all over. The floor started to crack and split, then he turned around and there was an empty throne. All of a sudden a skeleton appeared on it and he covered the camera. Then suddenly, I was next to the camera man with who I assumed was the skeleton king. He looked at us and examined us but was in no way threatening. Then he somehow communicated that he wanted to keep a pair of cellphones to take back with him, we didn't object, and immediately afterward everything started rumbling again. It was the end of this event, and the wall behind the skeleton opened as spirits started rushing back. I knew we had to leave but before I ran I looked at the skeleton king and waved (I like to be very nice to everyone) and he cocked his head and waved back. Then i ran out and woke up after some news cameras came to ask questions.</p>
<p>Most people just find my stories very interesting but also strange and/or frightening. It seems like they don't have any similar experiences. There have been many strange occurrences like this and Im almost starting to give up on trying to figure it out. For now I'm just accepting it. It doesnt scare me it's actually a great conversation topic but my fiancé says he hopes he never has that experience. haha, I just tell him that you get used to it.</p>
<p>Anyway I know this was a long message but I'm very excited about the possibility of beginning to innerstand and use these experiences as a way to find answers and make positive changes. Thank you to everyone who can help.</p>
<p><br/>Wholeness.</p> being in a mazetag:resistance2010.com,2014-08-02:3228704:Topic:4924692014-08-02T21:00:40.855ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p>Hi</p>
<p>I am often having dream's where there is no way back or out, being trapped.The last one I was a kind of prison camp and I was told that stuck. Sometimes the dream is of an old house that goes on and on or a hospital or school type of building, it s always a feeling of being trapped.</p>
<p>Back in about 2006 I started having a recurring dream , Me and people I love would walk upon a gypsy camp like one you would have seen in years long past. It was cool and exciting i Thought it…</p>
<p>Hi</p>
<p>I am often having dream's where there is no way back or out, being trapped.The last one I was a kind of prison camp and I was told that stuck. Sometimes the dream is of an old house that goes on and on or a hospital or school type of building, it s always a feeling of being trapped.</p>
<p>Back in about 2006 I started having a recurring dream , Me and people I love would walk upon a gypsy camp like one you would have seen in years long past. It was cool and exciting i Thought it was like a mid evil fair.I noticed that the path we all came in on was disappearing and tried to get everyone to leave. I run over to the path and it was gone. The longer we where everyone else s memory of coming there was disappearing too. they all became gypsy and part of the camp and even forgot who i was. This dream is what put me on the path that has brought me to here. Sometimes instead of a gypsy camp it would be an old cobblestone city from the 1700s . We would come through a door or a cross a bridge but still the same dream. I was the only one that remembered.</p>
<p>But now it seems more like a trap than a quest, and there is usually a lot of clutter.</p>
<p>even in times i know i m dreaming the people in the dream will look me straight in the eye and work against me . It plain to see they don t like me.</p>
<p>I m trapped in an illusion. My last dream was very troubling to me.</p>
<p>anyone have any advice?</p>
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<p> </p> Questions about Dream Detailstag:resistance2010.com,2014-07-29:3228704:Topic:4920502014-07-29T06:45:47.828ZSHDhttps://resistance2010.com/profile/SHD
<p>Hi everyone, </p>
<p>I am a new member of this website and so happy to be here! I was wondering if someone could help me figure out something... </p>
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<p>In 2012, I lost my husband to cancer. He was truly my best friend and we had what I would consider a very good, loving, solid marriage. Since his death and about a year ago, I was finally able to dream about him. Up till that point, I couldn't. However, every time he shows up in my dream he is angry with me or standoffish or in the…</p>
<p>Hi everyone, </p>
<p>I am a new member of this website and so happy to be here! I was wondering if someone could help me figure out something... </p>
<p></p>
<p>In 2012, I lost my husband to cancer. He was truly my best friend and we had what I would consider a very good, loving, solid marriage. Since his death and about a year ago, I was finally able to dream about him. Up till that point, I couldn't. However, every time he shows up in my dream he is angry with me or standoffish or in the last few dreams, I see him in his new life with another woman. and in the dreams we are either going through divorce or already divorced. Something neither he nor I would have ever considered in life. We were married 15 years and loved each other very much. These dreams are very disturbing to me and I am wondering what I can do to either eliminate them, or lessen them or interact with them/my husband in a way that produces meaning or interpretations for me, hopefully producing peace of mind about this..... If anyone can help, I would be grateful. </p>